One real thought for myself is to REALIZE MY DREAMS, and stop thinking about what others want, or what they would think of me if I picked whatever career I want to pursue. Sometimes I wonder about what others think so much that it hinders my own personal growth and evolution. I need to work on myself. I don't want to be compulsive about myself though, just enough to get things done and truely find through God and myself where I should be. The path to happiness is through delicate planning, thinking, self discovering and evolution....then Hard Work and Motivation to drive you!
I'm going back to school next year. I'm starting to embark on thoughts of a career. Its been a struggle for me to find the one that really speaks to me. But, I'm REALLY excited to start going through my mind and looking for inspiration, and advice and finding information on different careers that I might have one day!
So its exciting!
I want to put some music up soon because it really inspires me. So does anything creative! I love design shows and shows about buying a home. One day its going to happen and I'm really amped, and I want to be prepared to understand the process. Then I can get started on the renovations (if needed), and the decorating!
Sunday, October 11, 2009
Saturday, October 10, 2009
Angels of the Heart
So, here I am its really late and I'm tired but I thought I'd get a headstart on this haha.
I've been trying to figure this blogging thing out.
I guess the last few days especially I have realized how blessed I truely am. I've known that I'm blessed since my girls were born but some days it just really imprints my life more and more towards my outlook on the world. Especially, since Violet had two very close to concussions within the last few days. It really scared me. It made me realize every moment with them is so precious and every thing I say and do day after day is going to imprint their lives. So I need to keep things positive, sincere, and full of LOVE. The thought of losing one of my girls, just killed me inside...that feeling of emptiness...lifelessness. They are so much a part of me.
I'm usually very humble about my girls but they really have touched my life. Its as if two angels embarked into my world one day. It actually brings me to tears knowing what God has set up for me. My main goal is to be a really good mother. But I still have that other half of me that needs to do for myself in other aspects for balance and over all happiness. Such as careers, and hobbies and other day to day personal goals that keep me zen and sane!:)
I remember how I respected and looked up to my mom when she would go to work and then come home and be a beautiful, kind, loving and intelligent mom. That's what I want to be to my girls. I want them to look at me with confidence, admiration, respect, and unconditional love.
I cannot believe how beautiful each of my girls are in their own ways. Violet is two, and a beauty and is so unique on the inside and out. She is the sweetest thing! She is hilarious!! She laughs all the time but she also has that STRONG personality where all her emotions run high! She clings to me like a joey. Yet when she feels comfortable she can be very much independent and wants to do things herself.
I'd say Violet is smart in the way that she can figure things out very quickly. Her and Rose are climbers going up and down the stairs since they could walk. They amaze me and can talk so advanced.
Rose being 4 says such huge sentences and words it thrills me. I realize its because children truely soak up their surroundings. She is somewhat of a tomboy but I think that's just because she idolizes her cousin who is a boy. She's going to be a cow girl for Halloween!Yeee-Haww haha! She WANTED to be Spiderman but me and daddy thought no. Spidergirl was an option but she found this costume and loves it!
Voilet's going to be the infamous lady bug one of her favorite critters ever! She's inticed by them:)
This turned out to be too long *whew* I hope I didn't bore anyone too much eeek!
I've been trying to figure this blogging thing out.
I guess the last few days especially I have realized how blessed I truely am. I've known that I'm blessed since my girls were born but some days it just really imprints my life more and more towards my outlook on the world. Especially, since Violet had two very close to concussions within the last few days. It really scared me. It made me realize every moment with them is so precious and every thing I say and do day after day is going to imprint their lives. So I need to keep things positive, sincere, and full of LOVE. The thought of losing one of my girls, just killed me inside...that feeling of emptiness...lifelessness. They are so much a part of me.
I'm usually very humble about my girls but they really have touched my life. Its as if two angels embarked into my world one day. It actually brings me to tears knowing what God has set up for me. My main goal is to be a really good mother. But I still have that other half of me that needs to do for myself in other aspects for balance and over all happiness. Such as careers, and hobbies and other day to day personal goals that keep me zen and sane!:)
I remember how I respected and looked up to my mom when she would go to work and then come home and be a beautiful, kind, loving and intelligent mom. That's what I want to be to my girls. I want them to look at me with confidence, admiration, respect, and unconditional love.
I cannot believe how beautiful each of my girls are in their own ways. Violet is two, and a beauty and is so unique on the inside and out. She is the sweetest thing! She is hilarious!! She laughs all the time but she also has that STRONG personality where all her emotions run high! She clings to me like a joey. Yet when she feels comfortable she can be very much independent and wants to do things herself.
I'd say Violet is smart in the way that she can figure things out very quickly. Her and Rose are climbers going up and down the stairs since they could walk. They amaze me and can talk so advanced.
Rose being 4 says such huge sentences and words it thrills me. I realize its because children truely soak up their surroundings. She is somewhat of a tomboy but I think that's just because she idolizes her cousin who is a boy. She's going to be a cow girl for Halloween!Yeee-Haww haha! She WANTED to be Spiderman but me and daddy thought no. Spidergirl was an option but she found this costume and loves it!
Voilet's going to be the infamous lady bug one of her favorite critters ever! She's inticed by them:)
This turned out to be too long *whew* I hope I didn't bore anyone too much eeek!
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